Desiree's Passion

"For Granted"
As I sit here thinking of you
I am reminded of all the good times we had
Of the year gone by we spent together
And of the times I spend so sad.
I am so sincerely and deeply sorry
If for one moment you ever thought I took
You for granted or the love we shared
But for some reason you always gave love another look.
I loved waking up in the morning
And feeling your body so close against mine
I loved the simple way you always squeezed
Tighter against me as to tell me everything's fine.
I loved holding your body against me
As we danced outside in the rain
I loved the way you'd bring me flowers
To help surpress some of the pain.
I loved to hear your voice
Especially when you would say my name
I loved the way your mouth moved to "I love you"
I always hoped mine moved the same.
I loved the way we made love
To look in your eyes and see nothing but love
I loved the way we could talk about anything
About us, our days, and all sorts of stuff.
I loved how badly you would miss me
While you were at work all through the night
I loved the way your lips felt pressed against mine
And how your mouth dropped when you had me in your sight.
I loved the way you quickly forgave me
For the argument we had the night before
I loved the way you cried, hugged, and kissed
Because you had faith that our love wasn't o'er.
I hated the way you thought you were immortal
And you could survive through any test
I hated the way you thought you had to prove yourself
For everyone to see you were the best.
I hated the way you didn't seem to know
That everyone already knew that you were
I hated the way you sent my life spinning
And turned my goals into a blur.
I hated the fact that you had to leave me
When I never had the chance to say goodbye
I hated the fact that I'll never hold your child in my arms
I hate the fact I'm left here alone, left only to cry.

"There's nothing I can deny of you, if only you did not deny me your heart...."

"Don't Worry"
When the rain is too cold for you
And you are afraid in the dark
Don't worry, I'm watching over you.
When the nights only seem to get longer
And your tired eyes can't take anymore
Don't worry, I'm singing you to sleep.
When you can't survive without me
And your anger is killing your soul
Don't worry, I'm reminding you I love you.
When your grief swallows you whole
And your tears can no longer flow
Don't worry, I'm there crying for you.
When no one will simply leave you alone
And they're only increasing your guilt
Don't worry, I'm silencing your grief.
When there's no one there to talk to
And no shoulder's to cry on
Don't worry, I'm kissing your tears.
When you're missing my boyish smile
And it's hard to recall the sound of my laugh
Don't worry, I'm putting my smile in your heart.
When you're worried you're going to forget me
And the loss of memories is breaking your soul
Don't worry, I'm mending your heart with my memories.
When you're mad at me for leaving you
And you're cursing my name
Don't worry, I'm yelling at myself with you.
When you're wondering if I miss you
And why you can't find me in your dreams
Don't worry, I'm laying in bed next to you.
When you're wishing the pain would go away
And begging God to let you be with me
Don't worry, I'm assuring you one day you will be.
When I'm wishing you can feel me hold you
And you could kiss me back
Don't worry, I'm looking in your eyes and seeing our love.

"With one kiss from him, he drew my whole soul through one touch of his lips..."